for those lovely yesterdays we had been together,
i know at least a few of them would have caught your thoughts...
for those beautiful words we have shared together,
a handful of them still echo in your ears...
for those awesome feelings we have discovered together,
their footprints would still be vivid in you...
for those silly tactics we have played each other,
some still make you giggle over at times....
for those stupid battles we have fought together,
are still left unforgotten in you....
for that tonnes of love we have shared each other,
not even a pinch of it would have leaked from your heart...
for the large gravious fault i have committed to you,
forgiving would reach heights of the heaven....
but ,still for all the wonders we had pondered together,
let me not be granted mercy from you...???

Miles of distance between us get shortened,
In just one thought about you…
Thousands of my queries get answered,
By a single word from you…
Deepest of my wounds get healed,
in a mild touch of your’s…
Millions of my troubles get dissolved,
by a single look into your eyes….
But nothing in this world is strong enough,
only to help me stop missing you…

A calm low wind did wake me from a dream,
among thousands of withered leaves,
only one did glow with an unusual passion..
bending low towards the yellow pearl,
lifted and cleared a space for her upon my lap.

Yes, she had a hidden story to tell me,
May be like all the others, who were like her.
The story of a lifetime, where in she lived for him.
Only for him…!!!!

Blind, she did serve him with no conditions,
In fact she was everything to him, he was for her too……
It was she who had been his air,that sustained his life….
And,he was her life as such…

Unaware ,of the sudden end,she waved along the lovely breeze,
Locked their hands, brushed their heads each other in love,
Times passed by,but only she turned pale,yellow,weak…
Losing the strength, leaving the grip,
She hugged tight close to him in fear.

Those breezes that once blew, bringing them together,
Now were acting strong to cleave them apart..
Fearing the separation from him,more than the death,
She shed her tears in grief..!
But he no longer ensured his strength for her..!!

And the day she expected tough with,immense of pain,
Was no longer apart…
She was doomed to earth, to melt and be a part of the soil,
Lie their half dead for a few more days,
On top she realized he had thousands of beautiful ones like ,
Once she was for him,all swinging merrily..

She was cursed only to be a slave,
helping him replenish even after her death…
charming young girl,turned all brown ,
probably the last stage of a dedicated love story..

she cleared her space soon in the next wind,
to fall beneath his foot, though in tears,
to fulfill her duties, to serve him…..
even while she was loosing her life..

for all the lovely relations ,
that are apart...
awake arise from the slumber,
stop missing it,by messing up....!!
for that silly misunderstanding,
that lead to this loss of understanding..
once, d one who were more than your soul,
is turning out to be nothing more than a sole..
those fingers that entangled yours,
are now wiping out the dripping sea..
when a single look can turn it alright,
y make it weird ,frawning???
all the forts that were built together,
are crumbling down beneith your knees.
a single touch, a soothing word ,
can build it all upright..!!
fedup of these stupidities,...
let me makeup mine...!!!!!

oru naal varum........

annaa nilavinte nertha velichathi,

enne thanichaakki ni akannidave..

ninne mathram kaathen kannu neer thullikal ,

neelathadakathil olangal theerkkave..

chuttum niranja minnaminnikal polum

vayuvil nakshathra golangal theerthathum.

ninakkai mandricha en maniveenayum 

thandrikal potti nishabdatha poondathum..

nin nizhalayirunnenne marannu ni,

sundara sandhyakal thedi akannathum..

dehi illatha prathibimbamayi njan,

olangal neele thenni akannathum..

annu nammal theertha venmanikkottakal,

podunnane kaattathu nilam pothi veezhkilum.

ni baaki vechoren nombaram mathram,

adangathe veendum vithumbi nirayunnu..

veendum oru nilavil enneyum thedi ,

ni en padivathilil muttunnathum kathu,

aa oru naalinum ninakkumayi mathram,

veendum oru vela njan mohichidattayo???

On that dark rainy day,
droplets of those sprinkles ,
rolled down the window panes,
clearing off the delicate curtain of fog,
that covered me and the corridors...

one of those shining pearls,
splashed upon my lashes too,
yes,
once i felt them badly upon my back,
during my young old days of school.

On the journey back home,
with no umbrellas through those ,
muddy roads ,that seemed to be like chocolate lake.
jumping and rolling in those ,
to taste them atleast with my foot...

While running behind the ball,
all around the playground.
kicking and fighting ,
with half wetted uniforms.

They were light showers,
through the window,that was gifted by the west wind,
from the river aside,
often awaking me from ,
the afternoon slumber.

Those droplets of hope,
once did pour upon me,
which could burst me into,
endless laughters .

But, now they are never separated ,
in between my tears .
salty they flow along ,
never leaving me half wet,
but ,completely always.
as,i can never dry out...never ..ever.

Down the lane of memories.....
once, i remember you held my hands close to your heart
swept me across those gardens of rose,jasmine and tulips,
all flowered and spread your love..
in the fragrance of joy,
i lost myself somewhere around...
even the mild breeze whispered, only your name inside my ears.
closed my eyes and listened like a kid,
to all what the nature told me about you.
even then i could feel your warmth upon my hands,
that you still held tight to you.


I realised those hands were pulled from there with immense pressure,
that i could not withstand.
i felt i was moved along the dark,wavy forest,
where wolves and jackals howled for my presence.
screeching insects once again brought the night into my ears.
wind turned cold ,but your breath still,blew warm upon mine.
your smell once again consoled me,
from those breathless beats of mine.
trusting only your air i remember having slept on your chest.
your throbs like the rhythmic lullabies,
drifted me down the lane.


I felt those pebbles underneath my feet,
all slippery, pulling me downstream.
i was fearless,because.. i trusted your feets,
that could grip against those.
but,neither your palms nor your breath ,
could help me feel strong ,longer.
realised i was all alone in the water whorl,
where even u left me, drown to death.
waved my hands in the wavy water,
to fell your presence once again against me.
water rushed into my eyes,nose,
wiped all your smell,far away from me.
i was choked ,blind ,weightless...
yes,i knew i flew.....


Through.those silvery clouds,
up into the galaxies,wearing a silver crown ,
that sparkled with sunshine,
i moved on...and..on..
beneath ,i could see the lake ,forest and the gardens,
bidding a happy journey for me.
but,could not find only u ,
anywhere near those lands.
tears turned me blind again,
rolled upon my cheeks,dripped down.
hoped at least they fell on u,
to remind that, i flew along the clouds.


At last my journey was complete,
but did not find u anywhere on my way.
stepping on to a shining stone,yes..
i felt the same hand pulled me once again,
same breath,same lullabies all around...
hey!!!
"were u waiting for me upon the moon???"......